They always say I'm doing fine, but they don't know I'm trying to keep from drowning. The thing is, I never learned how to swim, and the only option I have left is to sink.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Let Yourself Go.



                                             But you did...
                                                   Now I'm treading water
                                   Breathless.

Pictures Are Worth 1,000 Words.



        "To wish you were 
  someone else is to waste
the person you are.”



                                            “I am afraid to show you
                                                who I really am...
                                                                     because if I show you 
                                                         who I really am, 
                                               you might not like it--
                                                and that's all I got.”


             "Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it."
                                                                                 —Confucius
"Think of all the beauty still left around you and be happy."

                             — Anne Frank

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Fly like a [[G6]]

Poppin bottles in the ice,
like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6

Gimme that Mo-Moet
Gimme that Cry-Crystal
Ladies love my style, at my table gettin wild
Get them bottles poppin, we get that drip and that drop
Now give me 2 more bottles cuz you know it don't stop

(808) Hell Yeaa
Drink it up, drink-drink it up,
When sober girls around me, they be actin like they drunk
They be actin like they drunk, actin-actin like they drunk
When sober girls around me actin-actin like they drunk

It's that 808 [[bump]], make you put yo hands up
Make you put yo hands up, put yo, put yo hands up
(You can't Touch this)
It's that 808 bump, make you put yo hands up
Make you put yo hands up, put yo, put yo hands up
(You can't Touch this)

Young Love.

So, as a teenager, I'm navigating life as it comes. I'm not a fortune teller, so no, I don't know what's going to come tomorrow, but somehow I'm dealing okay-ish.

Along with navigating life, I'm also navigating that forbidden and uncharted territory called..... (wait for it! wait for it! DRUMROLL PLEASE!)........ The Grounds Of Teenage Love&Relationships. Ever heard of it? Yep, you probably have.

So readers (or nonexistent ones), tell me, as teenagers do we really know what 'love' is? I mean...we're teenagers, how can we possibly know the true meaning, the soul deep feeling, of love. I mean, in some way or other we're all just kids, and if we do think we're in love, how do you prove it?

Along with that difficult subject of love comes hate. Everyone says love like it's nothing, but how come we don't toss around the word 'hate' as much? Like...if someone says,"Oh, I absolutely hate Sally," but then gets lectured on how hating people isn't good, and that all it does is make you mad, when the person who lectures them tosses around 'love' like it's nothing. How come that person doesn't get lectured?


Personally, I think we are a totally biased generation (I mean...HELLOOOO do I need to go into the whole "girls are sluts if they sleep with people" but "guys are rewarded if they sleep around" discussion? No, I don't think so.).


Oh...yeah, I forgot to tell you in earlier posts I'm the type of person to go on and on and on and on about nothing. I'm brief, and I get to what I try to say without too much delays. Lets just say I'm the least patient person in the world.

So yeah, that's all for now on the discussion of teen

No One.

Yes, I'm aware no one is probably listening to my thoughts.
That's cool.
I don't really care.


You see, I don't blog to see if people will read it (i used to, but I don't). I blog because it's something to do, because I want to put down my thoughts. To make it simple, I write..a lot. It's what I love to do, whether it's poems, songs, stories, or on a blog, I always have to write. So here is a collection of my jumbled thoughts.

If you entertain yourself reading them, well then

The Purpose

Okay.
So as you read my blog posts you may ask yourself... what in the world is exactly the purpose of this blog? It's just pictures...and quotes, short stories from my life, lyrics and bit of mismatch stuff here and there.


Truth is,
I don't exactly know. I blog to get things off of my mind, I blog for entertainment, I blog just to blog, and there really is no purpose to this. I'll put random things here, song lyrics there, and some pictures, but really, I don't know what I'm doing with this whole thing.

&&If your wondering? No, I'm not a depressed person. I mean, yeah, I can be negative, get into weird funks and my moods will sometimes swing, but I'm not depressed.

So I guess that this is my special way of saying, hello, welcome into my world.

I can't forget.

                                         

                                    "Letting go has never been easy,
                                            but holding on can be as difficult
                                     Yet strength is measured not by holding on,
                                                           but by letting go."
 


                                       "I can't help falling in love with you,
                              Because you are the only thing I've ever known. 
                                     You are the only one I really depend on, and
                              You are everything that really matters to me."